In periods of perseverance and waiting (no matter whether about adoption or anything else) it is not unusual for the answer to be “not now.” How do you deal with those moments in your journey?
“. . . it seemed that God allowed me to go through (or grow through) periods of waiting, times of silence, answers of ‘not now.'”–Delana (see http://delanasworld.wordpress.com/2012/03/22/can-you-hear-me-now/